February 8, 2020 Saturday Morning, Brazil
Love, Brother Love, Yeshua, and the Mother Speak; Yeshua Speaks on Gratitude, Forgiveness, and Remembering Who We Are
(Hard to hear sometimes over the sound of rain.)
Barbara: Every being has free will. Any being is welcome here, but you may not use your voice or energy to do harm. You may listen and learn about love. We collectively hold as high a vibration of love as we can, offering that love out to any being, incarnate or discarnate, but with a clear no to any intent to harm, a ‘no’ grounded in love. And thus, we create a sacred space for our own healing and for the highest good of all beings.
(tape paused)
(a note from Barbara while reviewing. When I review Aaron’s transcripts he is very much there and does any editing, even punctuation. Today Love came in to review, for the first time. It was a very powerful experience and brought tears of joy to my eyes. I felt myself wrapped in Love’s energy while his thoughts used my fingers, now and then to add or change a word or a comma…Then Aaron is in the background, advising Love on punctuation!!!)
Love: My love to you all. I spoke with you recently. I am the one called Love.
(pause to adjust seating)
Please imagine a ball of infinite radiance. Let’s simply call it “love”. It is infinite, and yet it has brought itself into what we might call a compactness, and all around it…
—Everything is so beautiful here. I’m looking at the way the water comes down. The water from the seas, coming through the heavens, dropping down on you, coming down to water the earth, to water all this beautiful green foliage, which is simply an expression of the element of water and earth, and love. Everything recycling, constantly. That is beautiful.
(walks away from mic, saying “Thank you” in background; remainder inaudible. Love has walked out into the pouring rain and is holding hands out, enjoying the wetness and watching the raindrops)
Enjoying the waterfall, the fresh waterfall of the rain.
So, first there was light. But that is not accurate; first there was Love, and the Light was an expression of Love. The Light rejoiced in being an expression of Love. Love rejoiced in pure being. It saw Light, and it desired and imagined more expressions of itself. It felt lonely. It thought how beautiful it would be if there were additional expressions of itself. And so, it thought of expressions, of the Earth, of that which grows upon the Earth, and then of the sentient beings, each one coming forth as another ray of light, each one so beautiful, an expression of Love.
But some of that which came forth did not remember itself as Love. It began to imagine itself as darkness, and it began to hold to itself as darkness because it saw that Love was infinite, and it was afraid of the power of that infiniteness, so it believed itself small.
That hummingbird the other day, it doesn’t keep itself small. Do you see how much light it has? It knows that it is love. This is one of the beauties of this physical bird—it knows itself as love. But so many of you have forgotten that you are infinite love and have closed yourself in, and that makes me sad, because my intention as Love was to offer love out and out and out into the universe! Each of you has the possibility to participate in that movement. This is your true work.
You are given these bodies—the physical, the mental, the emotional bodies—attached to the pure spirit body, as tools of love, to begin to experience how each body is an infinite expression coming through, broadcasting as light, (added during review; and the expressions of Light; joy, gratitude, stillness;, energy, playfulness and imagination…) sending that light out into the world to light up the places where there is darkness. Not just world but the universe, because there are many pockets still of darkness in the universe.
Each of you may think of yourself as a candle going out into the darkness. But then, as you move out, and you look over your shoulder and see the light of Love somewhere way back there, you think to yourself, “I’m getting too far away!” You forget that there is always, always the connection, always. Love is always a part of you, always…and the connection is never severed, no matter how far you move into the darkness.
Remember who you are. (Love is standing among group away from mic; Love’s statements drowned out by the sound of rain. Filled in by love while reviewing) You are the perfection of Love, expressing in the perfect image of Love, each in your own unique ways. And that which has seemed distorted is simply a wrinkle or bend that will smooth itself out when you know it as the wrinkle and see the perfection within it. When you cease to fixate on the seeming distortion, you see though it to the innate perfection…..
(returning to seat) I’m delighted to see this body is more usable this week! We will not overstrain it.
So, I simply come to ask you to remember that you are not separate in any way from me. You are divine, you are beautiful, you are perfect. Every distortion is simply a wrinkle in the fabric. It opens out. The wrinkle has—Aaron would say no ultimate reality, only the smoothness, the openness, the light, only the light has ultimate reality, and the love. Let go of every other thought, every distorted thought. “I am broken. I am unworthy. I am not lovable,” and be the light that you are. Because you are me, and I am shining out into you, through you, always, and you are reflecting back to me. And this is why you have come. This is why I have invited you—to be. I want playmates, not people who are believing, “I’m not good enough.” Of course, you’re good enough! I want you to dance with me. You are Love.
I’m going to pass this body now to Brother Love, who is one of my most beloved expressions….
Brother Love: My love to you all. I am Brother Love. Well, yes, I am also Love, I am an expression of Love who has just talked to you, but I am the specific expression that you call Brother Love. Through the centuries I have been given different names. The name I use when I am incorporated in this body is Brother Love.
This Casa, Casa de Dom Inaçio, is very dear to my heart because I see it as a place where love can come forth and flourish. It is challenging for you who live here because…
(Discussion and adjustments so the group can hear better over the rain, and pacing for the translator into Portuguese)
Every place on Earth experiences distortion. The Casa is no different from any place else on Earth. Every place experiences distortion. The Casa has been created as a place to heal distortion. How can you heal distortion if you never experience distortion?
You are given many experiences of distortion here. People coming sick; distortion of emotion and action; people who are here wanting to control, wanting their own ego-based power. You are here, and especially you who have chosen to live here, to know that you are expressions of Love, you are Love, and that love heals everything. You are here to be a reminder of clarity and Light to those who have lost clarity and light.
Another friend is going to come in after me and talk further on how we do this healing. Simply, do not be afraid of the negativity. Let me phrase it differently. Aaron is correcting me. If you are afraid, it’s okay to be afraid. Know that you are afraid, and that fear is simply a wrinkle, that the fabric is of love. The true fabric of love is never wrinkled or distorted.
When love touches the wrinkle—this morning, this necklace chain was in a huge knot, and she was in a hurry. She started to pull at it. She was frustrated, and Aaron said to her, “Stop. Breathe. Open the chain out on the bed as best you can and see where it is twisted. Pull this through that, slide this apart, and envision the open chain until it releases.” And of course, it did release! This is no different than the work here.
(Brother Love here has taken the hands of two who live in Abadiania and is talking directly to them)
I am Brother Love, and I am always here with you. I love this House (the Casa). I take care of this House. I hold the end of a loving universe of high positive polarity in sight and know that there will be convolutions on the path to reach the end. Hold the end in sight with me, you and the others who are here, who are so deeply of love. Keep in mind what you know this Casa can be, and together we will make it that. It is always a movement, never a final end, because new beings will come who are caught in greed, anger and fear. Love is always the answer.
But love does not say, “You may do anything, may destroy”. Love says, “I love you, and out of my love for you I will not invite you to enact negativity or do harm.” Do you understand? But beings have free will. I can only do so much here. I cannot do it without the humans and their choice to live their love.
In my lifetimes, this is what I have taught, to be aware of the closing heart that brings fear, and to step out of that fear and proclaim, “I am Love.” And then, to say, “No, you may not destroy. My heart of love says, No—you may not destroy. No—my heart of love says your ego may not claim power to destroy.”
There are enough of you here in Abadiania to do this together. You are Love. I will always be with you here. This is my House and I will be with you. But I do not do this choosing of Love for you because that would deprive you of your learning.
All will be well. Hold to love. Envision what you want to co-create this Casa to be. Hold it in your hearts. I will be here with you always, and also so many of the loving Brothers and Sisters of Light, to support this healing work. Together here we are one path to bring healing and light to this whole universe. The Casa de Dom Inaçio is a radiant beam of light from Love through the Casa and out into the world.
I love you. I hold you both very dear, and your brothers and sisters of love here at the Casa. To whatever degree it feels right, let them know that Brother Love is with you and with all; that this space is infinitely supported by love.
(he drops their hands)
And all of you (walking among group) all of you, you come here. You bring in your energy here. You come because you feel the Casa supports you and helps you to heal. But you also help support the world and the universe itself. Every choice toward the light that each of you makes here is as Love said—the light, the love, coming from him into you, releasing the wrinkles that have blocked Light, and sending out that energy and light into places of darkness, onward and onward, without end.
(Brother Love releases the body to Jeshua)
Yeshua: So, we have one more, here. A chain of spirit … (inaudible) My blessings to you all. I am Yeshua. I come to you as an expression of and as the heart of love.
(pause while Jeshua seats himself differently)
Let’s get to practicalities, here. Imagine us 2,000 years ago, walking side by side, walking down a beautiful path, and you say to me, “Yeshua, I want to express love, but I have lost my way. I don’t know how to express love. When I am in pain, when I feel fear, I close up.”
I am going to offer you two suggestions this morning. Both are challenging. I don’t expect you to be perfect at them—at least, not right away.
The first practice is gratitude. You are walking from one place to another, for example, in light clothes, and suddenly the rain starts coming down. “Oh no, it’s raining! I’ll get wet!” Do you like to walk in the rain, like Barbara? (laughing) There’s a beautiful picture—get T to show it to you later—of Barbara and T totally drenched. They were hurrying back through the downpour, and then they stopped and said, “Why hurry? Just walk and enjoy the soft, cool rain.” They were totally drenched, as if they had been in the pool, and smiling, and hearts open. Why fight with the rain?
Why fight with somebody who is angry or confused? If you step on the thorn, why fight with the thorn? First you say thank you to the thorn. Thank you for reminding me of the tenderness of this body, and that it does not need to live with armor; that it can be punctured, and has the ability to release the thorn and to heal; that there need be no malice toward the thorn.
Thank you, thorn. Thank you, rain. Thank you, angry people. Thank you, the tree on my car! (laughter; one of the group was sent a photo showing a tree that fell on her car at home and destroyed it) Thank you. Thank you for being my teacher. Everything comes to you as a teacher. Some of it does not consciously intend to be a teacher. It is just being whatever it is! But maybe it does want to hurt you. Maybe it holds that intention. It can only hurt you if you let it. If you say, “Yes, I’m no good,” and allow it to hurt you, it can hurt you. If you first say, “Thank you, teacher. What have you come to teach me? Maybe to let my heart open more fully. To live with less fear. To know my divinity. To know that I (each of you) am the awakened one, the Christ. I am Love. You have come to remind me of that, and I thank you.”
And then you say no to the one with greed, who is causing harm. “No, you may not do that.” You say it with kindness. You say no to the tree. “Let’s get you off the car. Let’s replace the car. I do not choose to be without a car.” You say no to the angry one, but not with an attitude of superiority. “I’m not angry; you’re angry!” That’s negativity. With compassion for that anger and the roots of that anger in that person, that distortion and fear, the pain; compassion for that. But not allowing that to control. With compassion and kindness. “Thank you, teacher.”
Then from the place of love and divinity in you, “No—you, negativity, are not in control. Love is in control. And I am an expression of love, and you are an expression of love.” “But you have forgotten what you are; I invite you back into remembering.”
The lion did not come to destroy the lamb. The lion is also love. Like all living beings, it seeks to eat. The lion is not bad because it needs to eat, but you put the lambs into a fenced-in enclosure and say no to the lion. If you leave the lambs out, the lion will come and eat them. Then you hate the lion, and it may begin to believe in its wrongness.
Taking this to the level of your lives, if you leave out unprotected that which is radiant in yourselves, then darkness may grasp at it. How do you protect without armoring enclosing the heart? It is possible to set boundaries without armor. How?
Simply by saying, “No. I love you, but no.” Said with love. Said with compassion. “No, I do not choose that (injury or illness). I invite healing.” No to those who are angry. “No, I do not choose to participate in your anger, but I love you.”
You all know this was the heart of my teaching on Earth. To love one another means to love everybody and everything. But love knows how to say no to that which would do harm. Otherwise it is not love. If love permits harm, it is not love. So, my first reminder is the power of gratitude. To keep the heart open so that you may say no from the open heart and not the armor. It’s a very different experience. When the heart is armored, “No, you—get out of here!” Where’s the love in that? Can you feel that? “I love you, but you may not destroy us. You may not destroy this Casa. You may not destroy this body. You may not destroy this spirit. I hold you in love and wish you the best, but no.” Heart open. “Thank you for coming to remind me of the power of the loving heart.” Do you understand?
And the second part of this is forgiveness. Gratitude has little meaning without forgiveness, because when something seems to hurt you and you stop and back up and then say, “Thank you for coming to teach me,” part of you is still quivering from that seeming attack. Then you look into the heart to find forgiveness. The heart is infinitely capable of forgiveness, but it is perhaps the hardest thing of all. There is no such thing as perfect forgiveness. You keep growing more and more and more into it.
Eventually you see that it’s about energy and the chakras, in part. When the chakras are closed, the energy is closed. Love wants to move through you and out into the world, but it cannot. “Thank you.” Try this with me. Think of something that’s difficult for you—body pain, another person, a situation—think of it and feel how the chakras close. (Doing this) Then say, “Thank you for coming to teach me.” Breathe light and space into the chakras. “Thank you. Thank you, teacher.” Can you feel the energy field open? Only then can there be forgiveness.
With forgiveness there is no longer self and other. There is love and a distortion of love, that which has pushed against you and become seen as separate. With forgiveness, you dissolve the separation. You see deeply into the other being’s pain. You no longer hold them out of your heart. They can only experience healing and the light of love through you if they are permitted into your heart. If you hold them out of your heart, how can you help them to open to love? But do not become conceited, here. Do not think, “Oh, I can do this.” You do not do anything except to open your heart so love can move through you.
Gratitude and forgiveness. And then the third step: to remember who you are. “I am an expression of love and of light, and I invite love and light to work through me for the highest good of all beings and with harm to none. I am nothing but an instrument of love and of light.” And yet, each of you is everything because, as Love said earlier, without you Love would have no way of moving out into the universe. You are Love’s tools. You are beautiful. Love depends on you, as you depend on Love. The father with 10,000 sheep teaches his children how to care for the sheep and then the children can go out and care for the sheep. And they have children who can care for more sheep. And more and more that love extends out over the valleys and into the deep canyons of darkness, these expressions of love going out to touch the places of darkness and to heal them. And this is you. You would not be here if you did not have this capacity. Each of you is love.
Look to the places of darkness that cry for healing in yourself. Know that they have no ultimate substance. They are simply the wrinkle. Gone! You do not need to fix them, but you do need to pay attention to them. If you leave them blocked, they can’t open. Ah, a wrinkle here. Let’s take care of it. Opening. Look to these places, these wrinkles in yourself, the places of shame, the feelings of unworthiness or helplessness, the physical distortions. Ask, “Am I ready to release this one?” Yes, let it go.
Know that I, Yeshua, walk this path with you always, and with Love. The one who just spoke’s name is Love. I am a child of Love, an expression of Love. Love is my Father and Mother, as it is yours. But I came into the Earth knowing that, so it was not so hard for me. You forget, so it is harder. In that, I cherish your courage to walk this path, even though there is the veil of forgetfulness. I am always with you.
I release the body. One more will speak. I love you all. My deepest blessings to all of you. You may not always see me standing before you, but I am always here with you. You are my brothers and sisters of love, and I am always here to help you.
The Mother: (smiling) So I guess I am given the last place here, but not the least, they tell me. I am the Mother. Some of you can feel the difference between each entity as it incorporates; some of you cannot. Don’t worry about it, if you cannot; no problem.
I am just here to remind you that I am always with you, too. The heart of the Mother’s love with you, always.
(singing)
I am one with the heart of the Mother
I am one with the heart of Love
I am one with the heart of the Father
I am one with God
Ave Maria
Kyrie Eleison
I am one with the heart of the Mother
I am one with the heart of Love
I am one with the heart of the Father
I am one with God
Ave Maria
Kyrie Eleison
Just hold this in your hearts, I beg you. The Father, the Mother are with you; all are One. You are never alone. You are always supported in love, cherished. You are spectacular, expressing out of that light and love, looking around and saying, “What am I here to do? What shall I do? This world looks vicious; what shall I do?” And then you take a breath and say, “I shall love. The Mother is with me. The Father is with me. And I am Love. I will remember that I am Love.”
May all blessings be with you. Do not despair when the way gets rocky and steep because eventually it will even out. And you took creation to walk both the smooth paths to the heights and to walk the deep valleys where there is darkness, to carry love into those places of darkness. And you are doing it so beautifully.
I thank you (all). I release the body to Barbara…