December 28, 2020 Monday, Private Session, Excerpt
Short Excerpt on Life on 4th/5th Density Earth
Barbara: I’ve just looked at Q’s “Crying Eye” painting, which so deeply expresses the tenderness of the heart that can break for the sorrows of the world… Speaking of that “Crying Eye” and the tender heart that’s so able to allow itself to touch the immensity of sorrow of the world, the place where we lose everything, the place where everything is in so much pain. To touch that pain without screaming about it, just that “Crying Eye”—it’s so powerful. But it’s that same heart that’s able to really touch the joy and beauty of the world.
How does that “Crying Eye” as the whole tender open heart, the heart that’s breaking, how does that ability allow us really to capture and live in the light?
Do you understand my question? Okay, Aaron says that’s your next assignment. He says, try painting a picture of the crying eye that touches joy. And understand that without the crying eye, without the heart that can break, we’re not really able to rest in that light and joy and center ourselves in it. This is the heart that’s capable of resting in the heart of the Divine, the heart of love, that can hold all the sorrow without breaking. It can literally begin to transmute the sorrow into light.
Aaron says, as the compost that you put in your garden, the garbage that you collect by your sink and till into your garden, that becomes the fertilizer for the good rich soil of the next spring.
So, he’s saying, mingling the darkness and the light, which can only come through allowing yourself to fully know the light.
He says, good morning, and his love to you, Q. He’s not incorporated yet. He says now would be a good time for him to incorporate…
Aaron: My blessings and love to you, Q. I am Aaron.
Joy and sorrow, light and dark, pleasure and pain. You are a mammal, and it’s very natural for the mammal to prefer that which is pleasant. You are not in incarnation just to get the pleasant sensations. The realms pre-birth and post-death are much more pleasant! Much more filled with light and ease. If that’s what you wanted, you would have stayed there.
So, your reason for coming into the incarnation is to help bring the radiance of love into this heavier density Earth, to transform the Earth, much as the high vibration of the compost helps transform the soil.
If the compost said, “I don’t want to be compost; I just want to stay as peel on the carrot or the potato,” if the leaf said, “I do not want to fall from the tree; I just want to stay here, green in the warm sunshine,” the earth would lose that enrichment that it needs.
You have in a sense offered yourself to be a leaf on a tree, to open and blossom, to be a flower on an apple tree, beautiful, and then to brown, wither and fall and enrich the soil.
It’s a hard job. Each human as he or she does this, helps to raise the vibrational frequency of the Earth. And it is this—the tears that mingle with the soil and the joy and the high vibration—both are necessary to move this somewhat heavy Earth along into a higher density.
One might ask, why do we want to be fourth density? Why do we want to be fifth density?
Let’s take it up to 6th density. I’m a 6th density being. When I am in the, let’s call it heavenly realms there is light, joy, music, ease, but there is somewhat a lack of purpose. How long can one live in heaven before one says, “Okay, this is getting a bit boring.”? So, you might say I am here as a teacher out of a bit of selfishness: I seek something further, some goal.
The earth plane, high density Earth, will become somewhat of a heavenly realm, with the built-in obstacles in that it still reacts as a heavy density planet. In other words, rain will fall. Rain will fall on your picnic. There will be lack of rain when the farmers want rain. People will know how to invite the rain so there will not be heavy droughts. There will be a more wholesome cycle. There will be the ability to control the weather, to some degree. But even so, when the farmers need rain and you want a picnic, some times it’s going to rain on your picnic.
More importantly there will still be birth and death. Higher density human does not mean that you cease to die, only that you have more control over what happens to your body, have the ability to heal the body. But eventually you’ll be ready to say, “Okay, I will let go of this body.” And when your beloved, who is 500 years old, says, “It’s time not to renew my body this time around. I need to move on. I need to let go. I’ll come back in another form.” But this is your beloved; there’s going to be grief.
It will not be the same as human grief because you will understand the whole flow. But nevertheless, you want to be with this person. Do you follow them, releasing your body also, and spend time in the heavenly realms with them? Or do you step back and say, “Now I will have the opportunity to expand my heart by experiencing the world without my companion of hundreds of years, and by knowing sadness. And my tears will enrich the earth, these salt tears that are the ocean.”
A higher density Earth is not going to be free of sorrow. It will perhaps be free of grief. You understand the difference between grief and sorrow. But there will still be sorrow, there will still be loss. And because it is heavy density Earth, there will still be the time where a volcano explodes and people are wiped out by it. Lightning will still strike a tree and it will fall and land on a person.
That person has free will, and will as a higher density being know, “Of free will I am heading into a situation where a tree is likely to fall on me. And I’m ready to say goodbye, so I allow this to happen.”
You’ve heard Barbara tell the story of driving down her road at the lake, with the tree? And I said to her I knew that tree was going to fall. I didn’t know when, but I knew it was going to fall within a period of a few hours—it was just at that point. I couldn’t tell when the breeze would come that would give it the final push, so all I could say to her was, “Go very slow and be prepared to stop instantly or to accelerate instantly, if I tell you.” And as she came around the bend, I said, “Slow, slow…” I could see it ready to fall. And down it came in front of her car. She did not choose to be under the tree when it fell.
You will be able to play with the elements in that way, with the outer expression of the elements, with floods and wind and fire. To explore and to create, as you create with your art materials. Can you imagine being able to create with the water element, the wind element, the fire element, and the earth element, as your palette?
So, there will be true joy for this awakened planet and the awakened human. But it will not be joy without sorrow, because joy without sorrow would be hollow, having without losing. There will not be a personalization of “Why me? Why did I lose this? Why did my beloved die?” There will be the ability to transmute it into higher joyful energy.
(continuing with personal session)