August 13, 2021 Friday Afternoon, Private Session, Excerpt
Mary on Earth History and Our Purpose at This Time; Speaking to Burr/2nd Density
Barbara: I’m speaking to Mary, who has been speaking with me in meditation for many weeks. I am becoming accustomed to her energy. She brings such rich and valuable information for all of us. T is here with me, and Mary said she would be happy to speak through me to T, as a representative for all of us, and that it was fine to have this transcribed so that others could read what you said here to T and to me…
What is your message to those of us at Deep Spring Center, who have been working hard to raise our vibration, to open our hearts to our aspiration of service to all beings, to the awakening earth, with some of us feeling a little bit lost—we’re just not quite sure where this path is going or what we have to do; what our work is on this path.
My own most direct question to you: How can I as guiding teacher of DSC help make whatever is needed accessible to those who come to Deep Spring; help them take in this information and use it—not just intellectually, but really live it.
Whatever else you want to say to us. We welcome anything you want to say to us.
As I open my body to you, I invite all who wish to listen and value this information, they are free to listen, but nobody but Mary Magdalene may speak. I ask Aaron and Yeshua to hold a sacred space around us here, on this cabin porch, that nothing can break in and disturb this sharing. I offer thanks for this opportunity of service.
I feel both Mother Mary and Mary Magdalen’s energy here. I was thinking it was Mary Magdalene that would speak—this body is offered to whichever of you has a message you wish to share—you decide between you who is going to come in…
Mary of Magdala: My love to you, my daughters. I am Mary Magdala. You know me.
T knew me back then, 2,000 years ago. Barbara knew me but not as well, in that lifetime. She was a young man in that lifetime so she did not know me as well then. We have been together at other times… And then after Yeshua’s—I don’t know all these English words…
T: Transition?
Mary (B): Transition will do, thank you, there were various circles. those who were the most inner circle of Yeshua, twelve men and twelve women, balanced. Then there was a second circle, and then a third circle. Some people think that it ended with the third circle, but the circles went out and out. Twelve seemed to be a good number, where people could work together well, connect with each other, but it did not get too big to be unwieldy.
Each within that inner circle of twelve became the leader of the next circle of twelve. And so, it expanded outward.
The second circle after the first circle—Aaron is helping me a bit with my English expressions—Aaron? What I want to say is… Aaron says “geometric progression”. So, after the third circle—within the third circle, each of them invited new circles. Not in the first and second but within the third circle, each man in that third circle, each woman in that third circle, brought together a new circle of twelve and guided/taught them.
This was well planned out. The whole coming of Yeshua, his work, his transition, had been planned for centuries. This is something people fail to realize. Mary Anna, his mother, was not surprised by his coming in any way. It was very well planned out. Joseph also was not surprised. They had both practiced through lifetimes for their roles. Light conception cannot just happen with the woman learning it; both Joseph and Mary had been well-trained to allow this to happen.
In later years, after Yeshua’s transition, we had a child together, a daughter named Sarah (there are alternate spellings). She was conceived by light conception, us not even being in the same country.
The work must be carried on today. The work is essential if this world is not going to simply muddle around in darkness and forget what it is and what it was dreamed as
So many hopes and plans that still can happen because so many of you are filled with light.
Yeshua—sometimes I think of him as my lord, and he thinks of me as his lady. He came to ground that high energy here, and I came to help express that high energy that was grounded, out into the world; the masculine planting the high energy and the feminine expanding it. The Divine Masculine and Feminine cannot work separately; they must be merged, or at least constantly bounce off each other. —Aaron says “play off of each other” is a better term, perhaps, than “bounce”. Thank you, Aaron, thank you for your coaching. He is listening. He sends his love to you all.
So, in the time before time, when there was no earth, many of you—not all, but many of you, were Lemurians. That was not the beginning of you, but you passed through the phase as Lemurians as a step to founding the earth.
This is something often misunderstood, thinking that beings were only Lemurians and then moved on from that. But where did Lemurians come from?
I’m not going to speak about the diverse origins of Lemurians from so many places and forms, but each with the intention to ground themselves into that high divine energy and use that energy for service.
This is…? (T: Coffee…) I had thought coffee had a stimulant to it, but I don’t sense it within it. (T: This is decaffeinated—they took the stimulant out.) And it has a sweetener that is not natural… (T: Yes, that’s right… Would you like some water?) This is fine. I’m just enjoying the taste. Of course, the cream from the cow… (T: Yes…)
So, Lemuria was really a place to which those who were called, came, being willing within their time in Lemuria to let go of the ego self and really know the interconnection with all that is. There was free will in Lemuria but not to the extent that you as humans have.
Rather, I think of a group of people all holding hands. They have free will. One says, “I want to go there.” For him to go there, everyone must follow. The other one says, “No, I want to go there.” Then they’re forced—no, not forced—then they know the need to come into a circle and converse. Do we go there, or do we go there? And then they can move there, or there, or back and forth.
Now, this is just one cluster, but think of all the clusters interconnected. So, everything has free will but totally dependent on the intention to abide by the free will of the group.
As Lemurians—the above example would not work on earth; you would not have been able to learn the lessons that were needed. You came to Lemuria knowing that this was a step to further service—a possible step.
Not all who were in Lemuria came to earth, only a small portion did. So there were certain things that had to be learned first—certain abilities one needed, certain emotional level and vibrational level. And then those who volunteered were—not tested; Aaron says evaluated, considered. They were not chosen or refused; it was explained to them why there might be concern and it was their free will to overcome that concern and say, “No, I want to go.” Or not to overcome that concern and say, “I hear your concern, and maybe at a future time I’ll be ready for some similar service,” and step back.
So all of you who came to earth went through this vetting process, and, as I said, some were not ready. But their free will was respected. Most were ready.
By ‘ready’ I do not mean ready to be awakened beings on earth; ready to be tested by this heavy density planet. You had passed the first evaluation: ready to be tested.
Why put yourselves in a place where you would be tested?
How do you strengthen a muscle? Do you strengthen the muscle by resting it all day? You must use it; only then does it become strong. And if you overuse it, it will ache. And then you rest it a bit until it’s ready to work again. But when it begins to work again, it’s stronger from the work it has experienced.
What is the dog’s name? (T: Banner; he is barking) Come, Banner… You’re a beautiful dog. Are you a good friend to Barbara? I know that you are. You’re learning how to move out of second density and become a third density being. You’re learning to develop a loving heart and move past fear…
So, moving to this earth plane. Not all beings on this earth plane, of course, came from Lemuria. Many came from other places, arrived in other ways.
We did not control the earth plane; we simply contributed to it. Love can speak better to this, and Ariel, so I will not go into that which is not my primary territory. Let us simply leave it that those archangels who created the earth plane and invited the support of those such as myself, those who had had trainings in many different places and times, offered their help to support the bringing of intelligent life to this earth plane.
I was not one who created this; I was one who came. I was one who learned from the stresses of the earth plane.
The first important step was to create a heavy density planet. So, it could not be in the beginning too high vibration. It was of a heavy density, bringing together the elements— earth, air, fire, water, ether. Merging them.
The earth then sunk into a very low vibration, and the humans that lived on earth were finding it very hard to pull themselves out of the low vibration, even those who tried to awaken.
There was the heaviness of the earth plane. It needed to be heavy and create a ground. But then beings became trapped in their own negativity, pulling the elements of the earth into a more negative, devolving spiral.
Your Bible talks of Yeshua coming to save people from sin. Let’s look at that.
People were getting caught in their own negative energy. Aaron calls it “sinking into negativity (SIN)”. I like that term. They didn’t know how to get out.
Yeshua’s work was not just to… let me find the proper phrasing…
This forest is lovely and a very high energy. It’s a very beautiful, undisturbed forest, with a lot of elementals down in that deep area. A lot of little people, too.
There are so many places on earth where the energy is tumultuous and pulling into negativity. The earth needs places like this that are raised in energy, full of peace.
On the earth before Yeshua’s coming here there was descending into more and more negativity; people getting pulled into this whirlpool, not knowing how to get out. And even those who were religious leaders often had very harsh opinions, were very narrow in their views. So, a very limited idea of love. They did not know love; they only knew “This is how it shall be,” a kind of strictness, with a closed heart that could only embrace that which had the same view and cast away that which had a different view.
Yeshua did not come to save people from their sins, from what they had done in the past. He came to help people shift—if you think of the whirlpool pulling down, to shift the direction so earth’s whole energy and the personal energy and karma could begin to move upward into the light.
To some degree it had to sink that far into the darkness before it was ready to move into the light. You call it “touching bottom.”
Then, the readiness to turn and move upward into the light.
You have reached a point where you are far into the light. But think of it as a spiral, a lit-up spiral with millions of 1,000 lb weights hung onto it. It’s moving upward, but all of the negativity—this negativity and that one and that one— are stuck to it. I’m not talking about the personal; I’m talking about the whole earth.
Let’s look at what you just did with Banner and the burrs that were stuck on his coat. You don’t grab a big patch of coat and pull it out, pulling his hair out. You don’t leave the bur embedded in his coat. You see how that burr attaches and gently pull the hairs away until it releases.
The work now is to further release these negative burrs that have stuck themselves onto the ascending energy of earth, individually and as a group—in small groups, like your Center; in larger groups, like a nation.
Individually, personally, to look at yourself and say, “Where are the burrs that are stuck into me and are asking to be released? How do I release them with kindness, not disdaining them?” Not thinking of them as bad but blessing them and releasing them to move on to their way.
We can release this little seed from Banner. We can take it out and put it on the forest floor. It can grow into a new bush. That’s why it clung to Banner in the first place, so he can help it to achieve its aim. But we can ask it to seed itself and grow away from the path, so that the humans and animals may walk through the path unimpeded. In this way, we co-create.
Now, how would you co-create with this little seed? Feel it, feel its energy. We have two of them here. Thank you, Banner, for bringing them to us…
Hold the seed in your palm. It’s very tiny. Speak to it.
You have a purpose, as does every living thing.
You have come to grow on this earth—not just to recreate yourself blindly but to give something energetically to this earth.
I thank you for your being.
I invite you to grow into the light.
I hold you in my hand and fill you with loving energy, inviting you to thrive and to grow in higher consciousness; to recognize that you are not alone on the earth but must interact peacefully and lovingly with others.
I recognize that your way is to spread yourself by catching yourself on something. I do not blame you for that.
I ask you to allow yourself to move into a high enough consciousness to be able to ask: “Will I do any harm to what I attach myself to?” And to hold the intention to do no harm.
Small creatures, like the raccoons or the squirrels, you cling to their coats, and they will drop you off because they have a smooth coat, more or less, and as soon as they brush against something else, you fall off. On a coat like the dog with the long hair, you’ll embed yourself into the coat and eventually into the skin and cause a sore. I invite you to raise in consciousness so that you begin to sense: “If I connect to this as it brushes by, will I do harm? I choose not to do harm.”
That includes non-harm to yourself. You cannot NOT cling to something, or you will destroy yourself, eventually.
Just holding, “I offer this seed from the mother plant with love, for those who will take it gladly.”
I invite you to that raised consciousness.
And later we will take you outside and put you on the earth.
And remember the invitation for you and your progeny for you to keep yourself a little further from the paths where the humans walk.
So in this way, we teach. We treat everything, even this tiny seed, with respect.
Everything is here for a purpose. Only when we recognize the vital life force, consciousness potential, and love within everything can this earth begin to evolve up into the higher consciousness, shifting that descent into negativity and moving up into the light. It must include even the smallest seed.
Therefore we created—not “we”; I was not part of the creating force—this is why earth was created and why we came to help move this creation forward.
Aaron has spoken to you about …
One moment, again… I believe there is a bite right here, and let me touch it to remove the itch… (pause) I am just drawing a little bit of toxin out of it so it will not be a disturbance to Barbara…
T: Can we do that ourselves?
Mary (B): Of course you can. We’ll talk about it but perhaps not today. There are so many lessons to be learned and I look forward to the opportunity to offer such lessons. This was my work. I was a teacher; just to sit with groups of my friends—I do not consider you students but friends, sisters and brothers—and help you more fully understand how to live on this earth with an ascending consciousness.
In Yeshua’s time, the earth had devolved into a place of extreme negativity. Not everywhere on earth; there were pockets wherein they remembered the high consciousness and really lived it with love. But they were still somewhat bewildered. There was not clarity; there was just a deepening ability…
(attending to Banner) Your coat picks up everything, doesn’t it? Such a good boy, a very good dog. You are so scared of so many things, Banner, and there’s no need for you to be afraid, because you are loved. And you are here to learn love. You like my energy, don’t you? Such a good dog… He’s fine here; he just wants to be near us.
With Yeshua’s coming, he brought the very high energy to earth. Like it would be for somebody who had been starving, and somebody arrives with a very nutritious beverage, maybe a soup that was filled with nutrients. For several weeks they drank that soup many times a day. And slowly the energy grew.
Yeshua brought the light of the Father, Mother, of God—Let’s just call it Divine Light, God Light, God/Goddess Light. You don’t have the English word for it. Light.
He brought that down to earth. The earth has been shaped with that light. If you have light and continue to pour darkness on top of it, over and over… you lose touch with the light. It is forgotten.,
(attending to Banner who is showing fear) A storm is coming. He is feeling the coming of it.
If you have a pristine body of water—pure, pure water—and then you fill it with chemicals and many kinds of impurities, how do you get the clear water back?
As Aaron has told you, the clear water is still there. Sometimes you cannot get rid of the impurities if they have imbedded deeply enough. This is an important point. You must go into and bring out the pure water. You are not going to be able to find the pristine earth as it came into creation, where there was nothing negative. And that was not the purpose, because if nothing negative came, how would you learn to work with the negative and release it? The purpose has been through all these millennia to have life forms, especially the human, but all these life forms, learn to ground themselves into that which is sacred, pure, radiant. Become that, and just release the darkness.
In this way, earth was not created just as a place that would be a nice home. It was created to help beings learn that yes, there is darkness. This is a fact of life: there is negative polarity and positive polarity. With your free will you can open and ground yourself in the positive polarity and develop that which—like the rain slicker, the rain pours off. The rain, of course, is not negative. But whatever hits, it just falls off.
Barbara had a lifetime; you may have heard her discuss it. It was a very important lifetime for her and for those around her. She was the Abbott of a Tibetan monastery. Invaders had come to the country and meant great harm. The mayor—I don’t know what you would call him—the head of the city asked the Abbott, “Will you fight with us to repel these invaders?” And the one Barbara was said, “I will not fight with your weapons. I will fight, and my monks will fight if they wish to, of their own free will, with our weapons. Our weapons are love and also energetic weapons.”
T: She told me this story once, privately. [It is also in the archives.]
Mary (B): So, they were on the parapet, the open area in front of the monastery up on the hill, and they could see the invaders coming. They were dressed in their bright-colored robes and they were doing movement and dance and blowing horns, attracting the attention of the invaders from the village below, because the invaders thought the most danger would come from above. “They must have weapons up there.” This gave the people below the opportunity to defend themselves. So, the invaders were coming in and shooting their arrows.
What the monk that Barbara was had been taught and had taught her students was the ability of the body to feel the arrow pierce it, and energetically surround it so that any damage to those cells did not radiate out to the surrounding cells. If it pierced, obviously those cells would be destroyed. But normally then the toxins would spread. The reaction of the cells, a fear reaction; contracting, everything around it contracting; the body shutting down.
But the one Barbara was, was able to just keep dancing. She became like a pincushion—maybe close to 100 arrows, in all parts of her. Not in the heart; she was wearing some shielding that protected the heart and in the back, just in the central area of the body. But it hit other places. It did not hit her face; she was able to avoid it. She had the ability to feel the arrow coming and move away from it. But she couldn’t move the whole body away from it; she was willing to take these arrows.
Because this pincushion kept dancing, the invaders finally said, “It’s a demon protecting the city,” and they fled.
And of course, in that instant, as they fled over the horizon, the body passed away, transitioned. It could no longer sustain life.
The reason I brought up this story is that each figurative slap in the face that the human endures, each bit of toxin that it picks up from the earth, each angry energy from another being, each beating, each distortion, that object here is to teach how to meet distortion with love; and in this way, to shift the polarity of that particular distortion.
Let’s say a virus or a dog bite, or an angry human yelling, or thrusting with a weapon—shifting that devolving polarity that’s sucking everything down, to bring it up. This is what the awakening human is capable of or is learning to be capable of.
As each being is trained and becomes confident in their ability to work with negative polarity; to be present with negative polarity without fear but also without enhancing that negative polarity, not taking it into oneself but deflecting it—not as Barbara did in that lifetime, taking it into herself; she did not really yet have the skills to deflect all those arrows. She could have learned the skills; that’s not where her training had gone. Her training had gone into what we’re talking about now, how to take it into herself and transmute it.
This is what you are doing, taking the arrow of someone’s angry words into you, into your loving heart, and instead of saying, “Oh no!”, saying, “Ah, okay—I can transform this with love.”
So, speaking of our pure water that has become muddied and filled with toxins, how do you find the clear water there? How do you find the clear water in a person who is filled with anger? How do you find the clear earth energy in an earth that has been so pulled down with toxins and negativity? With love!
Yeshua came to open the earth into its memory of its high vibration, to plant it, and bring down the light. And I came to do just what I’m doing: to remind you to use this light in your daily life.
So many of you have not been ready to embrace the light; now you are becoming ready. And now we have work to do. Because it’s important that the earth be able to deepen, if necessary to shift its polarity—let me say this carefully. The earth is not in a place of full negative polarity. There is a balance. But it is important that this shift into more positive polarity happen soon, because the Mother Earth itself is not going to survive too much more negativity. The earth needs love. The beings who are tormented on the earth need love.
And I am here, and other friends like me. I do not call us teachers; we are friends. And it gladdens our heart to have people come to us and speak to us.