February 1, 2022 Tuesday Afternoon, Healing Workshop, Part 1
Mary on Working with Spirit
Mary (B): I am Mary, and I greet you with love. Remember that yes, I am spirit. You are also spirit. You’re a little bit caught in the human expression, at times. Remember, you think of yourself as human extending yourself out to spirit, asking support from spirit. But your higher self, the essence of you, is spirit.
When you pass on from this body, you will rest in being the spirit that you are, a Brother or Sister of Light, just as we are.
The “healing” work—and I put “healing” in quotation marks; I would prefer to phrase it “the release of self-identity with distortion”—the “healing” work that you are doing is not just for you as a personal expression, a unique expression of the Divine, but it is for the whole earth.
In a sense, you are the practice item; practicing how to return to the innate wholeness in yourself; using your lower vibrational aspect as a ground for practice. And then, increasingly able to look at this earth that is in so much pain, and, without trying to fix the earth, to know the innate wholeness of the earth; to bring your high vibration into the earth and support its emergence into its true wholeness.
So, please keep in mind everything you are doing here is both for yourself and for your friends and neighbors, for the Earth, and for everything and everyone.
If you wished to play in an orchestra, and you had your violin or your flute, you came to the conductor of the orchestra and said, “I’d like to play,” the conductor would say, “Play a bit for me… Ah, please go home and practice these pieces. There are some squeaky notes, some that are slightly off tune, some where the timing isn’t ideal. You have the capacity.”
So, you go home, and you practice that fingering. Practice is not about fingers moving; they know the music. The fingers are the music, not the fingers playing the music. The music comes forth from the heart and from the Divine, as the music begins to pour forth without the awkwardness of its coming through the ego self.
You go back to the conductor and say, “Maybe I’m ready.”
“Ah, yes— now you’re ready to join the orchestra.”
I would say to all of you that you are at a point of readiness or creating readiness to join that celestial orchestra. That orchestra of awakened hearts, Magdalenes, Christs, Awakened Ones, holding all of creation as sacred, and inviting the fullest radiant expression of all of creation. Releasing distortion, and deepening the practice within the self. It’s all very beautiful.
When you turn to these Brothers and Sisters of Light for help, remember that there is both the personal human asking for that support and there is the essence of you really hugging the Brother or Sister—androgynous beings, so they are not male or female—hugging them and saying, “Ah, thank you for being here to support me. I have forgotten how to do this through the heaviness of the veil that the human wears. So please, help me thin the veil and remember how to best express wholeness, how to best express the high vibration that I am so that I may bring that beautiful crystal clear note out into the world. Thank you for your help.”
You look at Barbara and say, “Well, she can hear spirit. It’s easy for her.” Well yes, this has been her life work, and for many lifetimes. She can hear spirit very clearly.
But that doesn’t mean we only speak through her. We are happy to speak to anyone who will open their heart with the consideration, “Just maybe I can suspend disbelief and try to listen,” with only the consideration, “It’s what I hear, for the highest good in service to all beings and harm to none.” (?)
If it jars in some way, feels that it is not harmless, then simply say, “No, thank you. This is not the kind of guidance I’m looking for. My intention is that which is for the highest good of all beings, and the earth, and the universe, and harm to none. So, I invite a different, perhaps wiser, more loving support. I will not listen to that which promotes anything that’s negative.”
Gradually, you will come to trust what you are hearing, the radiance of it, the love in it, and you will start to feel—maybe not hear it, but feel the energetic support.
Your darshan with the Mother, don’t get too caught up in the words. She has said she’s not going to speak so many words anyhow. But see if you can feel the love in her energy. Feel her embracing and supporting you and that there is nothing that feels discordant or negative. I would guess that in my energy here you can feel that also.
Just trust your immediate presence, with love, that conveys to you, “Yes, I am love and you are love. I am awake and you are awake.”
From where I am now, I have dee[p love and wisdom, but I can’t do things on the earth plane that you can do, because you have had the courage to come into these heavy density bodies and live the incarnation while still being that spirit essence and truth that is your heart.
I love you and I admire you for what you do. I will pause here and return the body to Barbara. Tomorrow I will speak more and be open to questions.