December 14, 2022 Wednesday Evening with Aaron, Excerpts
Christmas Stories on Being the Light in the World
(Barbara’s reviewed portions of the session. Yeshua’s portions have not been reviewed)
Barbara: Good evening to everyone… Aaron’s Christmas stories take me back to the first one he gave, in December, 1989. We were all sitting by the fire in my living room, Aaron talking to us all about his beautiful memories of Yeshua. In those days I was conscious channeling, and we had maybe a dozen people in my living room that first year. We’ve been doing this every December for over 30 years. Some of those stories have been repeated many times; there are only so many stories to tell. But he usually has a new insight to add. As we grow and learn, it expands.
This year I’m so happy to have Colette doing this with me. Colette and I both can channel Yeshua and Anna and Mary, so spirit will simply move into whichever body is available, just moving it back and forth.
Last night Colette, spirit and I had a good talk; spirit telling us what they planned. And actually, we’re going to go through some history of all of this—How did we get here? Why did Yeshua come? How did it happen?—before we get into the Aaron/Yeshua part of it. At the end, probably some time for questions.
Welcome, and much love to you all. Back, not that first year when we were a smaller group, but in 1991/92, we sometimes had 25, 30 people crowded into my living room with the fire burning. People brought cookies and popcorn and whatever. It was a lovely evening of love and companionship, as well as hearing Aaron. (At that point I was not channeling Yeshua.) Very good memories.
So I have candles here. Picture, if you can, a fire. For Aaron and Yeshua, a campfire.
Aaron says they’re ready to start. I’m going to start briefly by channeling Ariel, and then…. (pause) original plan was for me to start by channeling Anna, but if I’m channeling Ariel, is Colette going to channel Anna, which means I would next channel Yeshua. It doesn’t matter— I will leave it all to you. Spirit will figure it out. They’re saying, we do not have a favorite body or medium; it’s all good.
Ariel (B): I am Ariel, and I come to you in love, as spokesperson for Love, and as very deeply grounded in love.
Long ago, before there was an Earth, before the ones you call Yeshua, Aaron, and Mary had incarnated, Love was. It simply was. There was use for a conscious expression of Love, and I am one of those expressions; not the only one.
The universe back then was balanced between positive and negate polarity. There was the intention amongst many very loving, powerful beings to co-create a heavier density planet with the idea that…
Just one moment…. I am telling Barbara she can read the transcript, to stop trying to listen. So now I am more firmly in the body.
There was the deep conviction that what we call mass, heavy density, solid mass, could hold a very positive polarity. Especially that a planetary mass could move into a positive polarity.
It was understood that the doorway to shifting that planetary mass from neutral to positive was through the sentient beings that would be on the planet, their high vibration anchoring into the earth and helping raise the vibration of the planetary mass.
And so, (to) borrow from your scriptures, the Earth was created. “Let there be light.” And those that would live on the Earth were created. By ‘created’, I don’t mean that some entity out there said, “Let it be” and snapped divine fingers. It is all co-creation. Don’t think of God as a person doing this, in the traditional terms but Divine Consciousness, of which you are all a part, came together with this “Let it be. Let there be light. Let there be darkness. Let there be land mass and water and sky. Let there be sentient beings upon that land mass and in the waters and flying through the skies. Let it be.”
The Earth went through so many changes through millennia, in what I call a divine experiment to see if something of earth’s nature—solid and thus heavier—can stably carry forth a very high vibration. Can that vibration anchor in rock? In water? In air?
Many of us, including those whom you have sometimes called the Brother/Sisterhood of Light, are deeply committed to bringing this heavier density mass into a high vibration, into a positively polarized high vibration.
Some of you are asking, “Can there be a negatively polarized high vibration?” Theoretically, there could be. But high vibration, because of the high vibration itself, is uncomfortable to negativity that prefers low vibration.
One of the things we work with, then, is vibration itself. The high vibration, the spaciousness, the light, these are all hallmarks of positive polarity. This is what we offered to support, as I call it, a divine experiment, an experiment of love. Because it is my deep, not just conviction in terms of belief, but my heart’s deepest knowing that light and love are the most powerful forces in the universe.
Where there is light, there is love. Where there is love, there is light, there is spaciousness, there is joy. And all beings choosing that space are committed to the highest good of all, because there is no concept of duality. This is the Earth that I serve. This is the intention that I serve. And I know you do too, and this is why you have come into incarnation at this time.
Fast forward through millennia. A thousand, two thousand years before Yeshua’s birth, there was a lot of darkness and negativity on the Earth. People were living very much in the contraction of fear and service to self. The Earth was devolving into a lower and lower vibration. And the call was put out, “Who will come in service to the light, in service to love, to help support the Earth evolving and transitioning into a higher vibrational planet, grounded in light and love?”
Barbara is asking me now, as she reviews the transcript, did earth not have free will to choose darkness and lower vibration? Earth lacked the degree of consciousness to choose. Her choice was made by the sentient beings living in and on her. Thus, yes, we were choosing for her, as negative polarity was also attempting to choose for her. She was always free to reject the choice toward positivity by not developing further consciousness. Her development of that higher consciousness is what gives her the present ability to participate in choice. She is awake now, as she was not awake 20,000 years ago. I would liken her now to Ukraine; awake, choosing to live in the love that holds love and respect for all, yet bombarded by a negative enemy grounded in fear.
Many came forth, including all of you—perhaps not just at that moment in time, but here you are, so you came forth.
Beloved ones who you will hear from tonight came forth, starting with Anna. I am not saying she was the first; I am only saying she will speak tonight—Anna, Yeshua’s grandmother.
Several thousand years before his birth beings began to come into incarnation with the intention to create the field of readiness to support a bringer of Light and what he would do. This did not violate Gaia’s free will. And the one who would come began to prepare himself to come forth. A great bodhisattva, is one term you might use for him, a being deeply committed to the highest good of all beings and to non-harm. A being deeply grounded in non-duality and in love, and (those?) who would support him and his work.
Anna is going to come in now and speak a bit about what it was like several hundred years before his birth at that Essene community, Mt. Carmel—what they were doing there and elsewhere on the Earth. And then we will hear from Aaron and Yeshua, from Mary Magdalene, because of course she is the divine feminine to his divine masculine, and always in balance.
I’m going to just let go of the body here now and let Anna come in, and then I believe Colette will bring in Yeshua himself. We’ll see where it goes.
I love you. I invite you to walk with me into the light, to know yourselves as light. I don’t mean that you’re always there, basking in the light and saying, “Isn’t it wonderful!” There are times of heaviness, of pain, of confusion. But you are light. That is your essence. And when you close yourself into darkness, it is in defiance of your essence, or ignoring that essence.
There is only one ultimate reality in this whole universe and that is love and the expressions of that love, such as spaciousness and light, joy. It is a joy to be with you tonight.
I’m going to let Anna take the body. I thank you. I am Ariel.
Anna (B): My love to you. Anna, they have called me. And before I was Yeshua’s grandmother I lived many other lifetimes, growing on this earth plane. Growing more fully into light and into my true nature.
When it was time for, let’s call it a support team for Yeshua, a support team for Mother Mary and all the others, spirit called me forth and I came happily, knowing it would be a very challenging lifetime, and yet knowing there was nothing else that I could be doing to which I would give more value and more joy.
There was much to be taught and learned. He needed to come in through the process of light creation, so humans had to learn that process, something that I had learned thousands of years earlier, as had others. To practice that and pass it on.
And thus, a century passed, and another, until the world was ready—truly at a critical point, because the world was devolving more and more into negativity, and we, Gaia and the beings upon her – one body – needed the light he would bring.
If you picture a doorway and everyone standing in that doorway, there needs to be some impetus to move it forward through that doorway. He was the ground and the impetus.
And he was ready. And of course, much of his training took place on the inner planes before his birth. I remember many of us gathered with him, counseling—’counseling’ is perhaps not the best word because it imparts one direction of sharing, making sure he knew what he was choosing to do and that he was ready for it. But he constantly taught his counselors.
And thus, the time came. It was not December 24th on the calendar, but whatever date it was, the evening in which he would be born. This Light coming into the Earth, pouring in its energy, filling the Earth.
There were so many not just in the Essene community but throughout the world that were holding the ground in preparation for his birth. All the Awakened Ones, the great masters of different traditions, all holding that doorway open with love so this great bodhisattva could take birth.
There is so much more I could share with you, but we have a full program tonight. I love talking with you, but now I’m going to quickly, and very briefly, give you Aaron to describe what he experienced as a young child on that night. And then I believe Colette will bring forth Yeshua.
I am Anna, and I speak to you with a heart filled with love. I love looking at your faces and the light in your eyes.
Aaron: I am Aaron. My blessings and love to you. Ariel and Anna are a hard act to follow! I love them very much. And never have they made me feel in any way diminished by their radiant light.
I was named Aaron and had lived for over 500 years elsewhere in the world, when a being for whom I had enormous love and respect came to me and asked me if I was ready to release the body of Aaron that had been revitalized through these centuries and take a new birth as his son in that area near where Yeshua would take birth.
My father had chosen to be a shepherd because he believed deeply that the people who lived simply in the hills taking care of their sheep, that they had the ability to move past the old fear, greed, and other such negative responses to life and to truly open their hearts and live the light and love that were their true nature.
That father was going to come forth as a teacher as well as a shepherd. And when he was at the right age, would I come forth as his son to help him? And of course, I was delighted to be offered this very precious work to do.
And so Aaron left the world and some time later a baby named Nathaniel was born to my father of that lifetime. I was raised partly within the Mt. Carmel community and partly in the hills, as my father shared his time teaching in the Essene community and teaching the shepherds, literally helping the sheep. I grew up learning how to be a shepherd, and I grew up with the teachings being given in the Essene community.
With his readiness to appear, we knew of his coming, and my father had taken us—walking for a while, leaving our sheep with friends—into the hills outside Bethlehem, because my father was determined to be there at the time of his birth and that I should also be there.
The weather had been cold and damp, but that night the skies cleared. They were filled with the brightest starts I had ever seen. Now, I was only six years old—not even 6; but almost.
The air sang with music. The stars were a million suns shining forth on the Earth, everything bringing down Light, helping to ground the Light that he also would carry with him.
At first, I was afraid, but my father comforted me and reminded me, “This will be the most wondrous thing that you have ever perceived.”
There was truly that one bright star shining down on the village of Bethlehem. I dozed a bit, and finally, my father said, “It is time,” and took my hand, led me down the hillside.
He carried a small lamb with him, and as we approached the place where the star shone down and the light shone out, he handed me the lamb.
“This innocent lamb, and the innocent babe within the stable, they are both equally divine. And the lamb will be a symbol for him through his life. Take it and give it to him.”
Added by Barbara in review: Aaron is talking to me about the symbol of the lamb, the innocent one, over whom the shepherd watches. He points out that the shepherd and the lamb are reciprocal roles. Each needs the other. He is also speaking of the fact that he and Yeshua played both roles with each other. Yeshua was his lifelong Shepherd but he, Nathaniel, was also Yeshua’s shepherd, especially in the early years. This giving of the lamb to Yeshua started a clear path in motion. We are all the lamb and also the shepherd.
So I, the little boy Nathaniel, had the opportunity to carry this lamb in. His mother and father were there, they knew me from Mt Carmel, and they nodded, “Yes.” I laid the lamb there where he could see it, and he smiled at me.
That smile lit up my heart like nothing ever had. Now remember, I had just lived 600 years teaching profound teachings, sharing profound teachings of dharma, of energy, of love. But nothing had ever touched me like his smile.
And I knew him, and I knew he knew me, and that we would share things in this life. And that I would be given the blessing to offer what little support I could to him.
And that was the night that he was born. It is such a joy to me to remember.
I’m going to leave the body now and invite Yeshua or Mary Magdalene or whoever may be coming in; spirit will decide. I will definitely come back, as Yeshua and I will dialogue a bit later on.
I love you. I am Aaron. I am almost in tears as I hold this memory in my heart.
(Yeshua speaks)
Barbara: Thank you, Yeshua. Mary would like to incorporate while you’re still in so that the two of you may speak together. So, she will come through…
Mary (B): What a joy to share this with you, my Beloved One!
Yes, we were part of the work together—divine masculine and feminine, and never separate. And yet I bow to him. He is greater than I am. Stronger, braver, with a greater heart. Neither of us could have done it alone. But I do take my place as support to him, more than him as support to me.
Can you imagine what it took to carry that light, to break through into this heavy density world and plant that light?
I’m delighted that I could support you, Yeshua. But you are the one who did it. I pause.
(Yeshua speaks)
Mary (B): Beloved one, give me your hands… Now all of you join in and feel our energy. You are part of this…
Together we shall bring this light deeper into the Earth.
A song that Barbara has loved: (not sung)
We shall overcome
We shall overcome
We shall overcome one day…
The day is now. It is ready for the Earth, the whole Earth, to know itself as light.
Consecrate your energies, my beloved ones, as we celebrate his human birth, that you will give from within yourself to help overcome darkness by allowing the Light that you are to shine forth, for this is the only way that we shall overcome.
You say it’s too hard. Do you think it was not too hard for him to be hung on a cross? Not too hard, but very hard.
Do you think it was not very hard for me to watch it happen?
And yet, as the centuries go by, we are standing in for the Light that we are and holding it as precious beyond anything else.
And we shall overcome and bring forth a new day.
I pass this to you, Yeshua.
Yeshua (C): Thank you, my beloved. There is so much to say. My heart is so full. I do not know where to start. I hope you can feel my love. I am sending you love. Space does not matter, where love and energy are concerned.
Let’s all just for a moment sit. Open your heart chakra. Feel that love and offer it in blessing to Gaia and all upon her.
This is not just fantasy. It is not just imagination. It is powerful. Energy is not bound by time nor space. Nothing impedes it.
And in this way, as you will learn to center yourself, not just in meditation but even as you walk throughout the days, when feel contraction, when you feel fear, when you read the news, whatever is taking you from this space, remember this is not gone. Just open. Breathe and open and radiate. That is the most powerful thing you can ever do.
When I came that night, when I was born into flesh through parents who had prepared for hundreds, thousands of years, if you will, to allow that opportunity for me to come into human flesh, that light that was actually a wonderful display in the heavens that came down on that simple place where I was born. The music of the spheres and the angelic beings, however you wish to conceive of them, all were there rejoicing not simply because this babe came through in flesh who had a particular job to do at that time, but that knowing.
I have said this to you before, in the crucifixion, that cross is the integration of matter and spirit. When I hung there, I became a channel of energy exuding all throughout Gaia and anchoring it from heaven to earth. A clear channel for heaven to earth, no separation. The balance of matter and spirit.
Each of you are that. You can continue to be the Christmas star. You can continue, as I said before, to bring that light.
And I could continue to speak as well, but there are others that wish to speak, so I will transfer this conversation to whoever wishes to speak next. My love to you. I am Yeshua.
Aaron: I am Aaron. I greet you in love and light. And so, I saw that star. The light it shined down to the earth was so powerful, it was like it was drilling itself into the earth. And as we approached that stable you could feel the energy radiating out.
Because I was a part of the Essene community—although not an integral part, did not live there, but I knew Mary and Joseph; had known them all of my life, since I was a baby. Now I was all of six years old.
So, when I came in, I felt their welcoming energy. I know at some level I remembered what I had planned for that lifetime, even though I was just a little child. But we do remember why we have come.
And I pass this to all of you: put yourself there at the doorway to that stable, feeling the radiance, and remember why you have come. Because all of you in this room have chosen to be on Earth at this time to help support the grounding of Light that he brought in. He may have gotten it moving, so to speak, but it takes all of us to help ground it.
So now, Yeshua, let’s move on to some of these wonderful stories. The grounding of the Light.
We were small boys, you perhaps six and me, eleven. We were with the sheep. I was permitted to bring you with me out into the countryside, as they wanted you to learn about being a shepherd.
At eleven I was young, but I cared for sheep. I was deemed responsible and mature enough to care for a five- or six-year-old boy. But really, it was you who took care of me, not me who took care of you.
It was a cold night, sleeting. I could not get the fire started. Now, I was eleven—I was supposed to know how to start a fire. You stood by and watched very patiently for a bit.
Finally, not diminishing me in any way, you just looked at me and said, “Come on, Nathaniel, start the fire!” And you moved your hand forward and the flames came out.
We had been learning how to do this in our classes. At eleven, I had not quite mastered it. But you, you were a master of light. I pass it to you.
(Yeshua, briefly)
Aaron: Are you giving me permission to tell a prank?
Yeshua (C): Yes, I do give you permission!
Aaron: I know you remember the time we put a sheep in the classroom. It was your idea! I thought, oh, we can’t do that, and you said of course we can!
And so, early in the morning we brought the lamb down and just put him in the middle of the classroom. The adults were a bit annoyed with us!
And yet, you had perfect logic about it. “This sheep is the innocent. We need a sheep in the classroom to help people remember what they truly serve.” And that made sense to me, and that’s why I went along with it.
Back to you…
(Yeshua, briefly)
Aaron: And because I was the elder one, I was asked to do most of the cleanup.
Coming back to that which is more serious, perhaps. We lived in a world outside of the Essene community where there was much love and peace and support, an outside world where there was hatred, greed, and fear.
Sometimes when I would have the sheep out in the fields, boys who were not part of the community would approach with malice in their hearts to annoy us, or even to hurt us.
My loving father had taught me ways to deal with them, and I understood that I had certain kinds of power to stop them. But still, I was just a boy.
I’m looking at the captioning; it says, “Still, I was just a moron.” (smiling) Well, perhaps that too. But a child.
Yeshua did not come to the hills with me with the sheep that often, but they made for good stories when he did come.
So, these boys came. I knew them as bullies. They had thrown rocks at me. They had tried to steal and also to injure my sheep.
The sheep were settled, and we were building a fire for warmth and to warm our food, when these boys came. They were taunting us. They didn’t pay a lot of attention to Yeshua because he was young. They were used to taunting me. Normally I could hold my own with them, and I had not yet gotten into a fistfight with them, but I often ended up giving away all of my food.
They came in demanding the food, as they sometimes did. I said no, as I always did. Yeshua, looking back and forth, finally said, “Why not invite them to sit and eat with us?”
Now, there’s talk about the so-called miracles he did, and certainly one does not expect a miracle from a six, seven, eight year old boy. Six year old, really, because it was before he went away again.
I said, “Yeshua, it won’t go very far.”
He said, “You’re going to give it away to them anyhow, so why not invite them, instead of saying no to them and leading them, then, to take it?”
He made sense. So, I said, “We don’t have much, but come and eat.” And they looked at each other, and I could see them thinking, “Ah, we’ll take it all.”
Yeshua, I’ve never talked to you about this. I don’t know how the food—there was never a huge show of food, but the bowl simply never emptied. I’m not sure what happened then. We’ve never spoken of it, but I suspect you had some part in it.
So, we all ate peacefully until they were very full, and then they said goodnight and wandered off. That was it.
And when I met them in the future—when I was not with Yeshua but there alone with the sheep and they would come up—I found they started to bring food to the fire, not just to take. There was some kind of transformation that happened, very beautiful.
Yeshua, I pass this to you for whatever you wish to add, or a new subject, as you choose. But I’ve always been curious about what happened.
(Yeshua speaks)
Aaron: Thank you. So there I was, this somewhat bewildered little boy, Nathaniel, looking at my friend Yeshua and saying, “How did you do that?” And yet at some level, as Nathaniel, I knew.
I think the most important gift you gave to me was helping me to know that it was not you who were special and me merely human, but that we all were special. We all were of the light. We all had power.
When you helped to manifest that food, I did not how to do that. I know you did. But there are other time in our lives, in our journeys—I’m thinking here of a time much later, during your ministry, when we walked near a leper colony and you heard the cries.
There was a woman giving birth, and the baby was mispresented, so she could not pass the baby through the birth canal. I know that you could have brought the baby forth undamaged, mother safe, baby safe. But you turned to me, your friend Nathaniel, the shepherd, and said, “Nathaniel, you know how to help support birth. Please, can you help?”
I was reluctant because this was a leper colony, and I was very scared to touch this woman. But I trusted you, and I knew that you would not put me in harm’s way. And that furthermore, if I did catch this leprosy, that it was somehow for the highest good, because you would not have allowed that which was not for the highest good to pass to me. I might not have understood it at that point as good, but I trusted you.
And so, yes, I was able to turn the baby, and the baby came out safe. The mother was safe. All was good.
But it’s the first time that I remember anywhere in that lifetime where I suddenly perceived, “I have the power to bring in light. Not just you, Yeshua, but I do, too.” I understood that conceptually, but it’s the first time I understood it deeply within myself.
And as I look back, this is the essence of what so many of us received from you. This trust of ourselves as having the power to be agents of light and of love. I thank you so much for that gift. I know we all do. I pass this to you.
(Yeshua speaks)
Aaron: Thank you, Yeshua. So now we come to today, in this world in which beings still slaughter other beings out of greed, hatred, prejudice and fear. And I know your message is “Love one another.” But I think people would like to hear from you, how do we love one another in a world that shows such darkness—I know the light has been planted, but how do we bring it forth and make it stable?
I know Barbara has been deeply saddened by the war in Ukraine. It’s not often in human history that one has been able to sit in one’s living room and watch a war, watch the immensity of destruction, of loss of life, the cruelty.
For me, of course, as Aaron now, it’s not hard to have faith. I’m no longer Nathaniel; I’m Aaron. I see the big picture.
But for these humans, it’s so important for them to understand how to hold the deeper truth of love in their hearts and live that truth, even in the face of such terrible destruction.
Yeshua, I know you understand the importance here. But let me share this with our gathered friends.
The world is at a tipping point. It’s going to evolve into fourth density. Is it going to be fourth density positive or negative polarity? Is the light that Yeshua brought in going to be enough to anchor us?
Well, that’s not really the question. The light is there, and it is always enough to anchor us. The question is, what do we do with that light? Do we know the light, trust the light, walk in the light?
It’s easy for me to speak; I’m not in a human body. But you, my friends, are the ones who are doing it, with a lot of love and commitment, and yet also with fear.
Each time you move more into the darkness, it supports the move into negative polarity and darkness. Each time you hold to the truth of light, it supports the move to positive polarity.
Not so easily done, though, so I hand this to you, Yeshua, for any thoughts you might like to share about it.
(Yeshua speaks)
Aaron: I am Aaron. I love you so much, my friend. What a joy it is to hear you speak. Love, just love. As you said it two thousand years ago: Love one another. That’s all there is.
Yeshua, shall we open this to questions? (J:Yes)
Q: Thank you so much for your talk, all of you. Something that’s come up for me in the last couple of months—and I think I even heard it in the lyrics of a song—is, as you’ve been talking a lot about darkness and light, that darkness is drawn to the light. And I’m not sure what that even means. And I’m wondering if you could explain that a little bit more.
Mary (B): I am Mary, and if I may, I would like to speak to that a bit.
Darkness is the absence of light. Ultimately, there is only light. But as you move to darkness, you draw distance from the light, so it seems less attainable, less accessible.
But darkness, if it wishes to know its true self, must also look to the light and know itself as light. It may be revolted by the light, terrified by it, and then it backs off.
But if we keep offering light to the darkness, the darkness, let us say its holy flaw is that it seeks to know itself, and if it seeks to know itself, it must come to know itself as light. And so, it must come back to knowing the light. And once it knows the light, it begins a very gradual shift in polarity.
Eventually it knows that it was never darkness, that it was always light. And that will take as many eons as it needs.
But the beginning is to keep offering light to darkness. I pause to see if there is something Yeshua would like to add.
(Yeshua speaks)
Mary (B): I am Mary. Thank you, Yeshua. And when we hold that field of free will in front of people and remind them, they are never trapped, that they always have the choice to choose this or that, to choose darkness or light, to choose spaciousness or contraction, to choose to suffer and be the ground for suffering for others, well, who can say that’s bad? Perhaps people need to suffer a bit in order to learn about not suffering. We can’t condemn people.
But we can hold a strong boundary and intention, saying, “You may not do harm.” Therefore, if a being needs to experience something negative in order to grow and learn, to resolve karma, to make more skillful choices, if it’s offered with the intention for non-harm, the being will extract that moment and use it in a rightful way.
But if negativity offers the same thing out of hatred, then some beings won’t be able to deal with that, will be overwhelmed by it.
So, it’s vital that you come to know your own intention. Not to be afraid of movement, actions, words that are uncomfortable to others, but to know your intention in offering them.
If somebody is trying to steal the food from my fire and from all the hungry people there and I say no, am I saying no with an intention to harm, to starve that person who is trying to steal? Or am I saying no with the intention to awaken that person, offer the tools for awakening to that person, for them to see what they are doing and that they have free will? That any suffering that arises within them is of their own free choosing. Nobody has ever forced it upon them.
It does become complex. As Yeshua said, perhaps we’ll look at more of some of this. I know Aaron intends to speak of some of it himself and with Yeshua and others of us second semester in classes. And perhaps we’ll have other opportunities to talk about it as well.
Thank you. Unless Yeshua wishes to say more about this, we can open this to another question.
Yeshua (C): I have nothing further to add. I will open this to questions.
Q: I think I have a tendency to confuse light and darkness with good and bad, or I ought to do this and I ought not to do that. And I can see that in my life I’ve gone through several… especially when I was younger, I wasn’t content doing what I ought to do, what was supposed to be good, and so I was rebellious. So, in a sense I took kind of a darker path, which led me to know myself better.
But I still feel that. There’s still this “ought to do this and be this way” and “ought not to be this other way.” I still feel that within me, which really isn’t choosing light over darkness, it’s really still contraction. Can you speak on that?
(Yeshua speaks)
Q: I think you are answering it. I think the point I’m trying to make is, sometimes choosing to be good or what I should do is a contraction, which is really a form of darkness.
(Yeshua speaks)
Q: That’s very good. And just while you’re talking the insights were coming up, so I appreciate that. Thank you very much.
Yeshua (C): My love to you, Q. I am Yeshua.
Aaron: I am Aaron and I would like to add something to that. The qualities of compassion, mercy and forgiveness are so vital.
In this Earth you are within Earth’s karmic field. There will be personal and more universal karma and the repetition of certain habitual patterns for the self and for all beings. As you heal the karma for yourself, you heal it for all beings.
And the path out of suffering involves the deep release, or at least the balancing, of that karma—both release and balancing.
If there was no catalyst, if you lived in a wall of armor where nothing bounced off you, including your own self-condemnation or choices or ideas, there would be no opportunity to move into the ever-growing yet infinite field of mercy, compassion, and forgiveness.
Without those, the Earth remains stagnant. We’re talking about expanding light, enhancing love. How can you do that if there’s never anything that seems to limit light and love?
And then your free will choice becomes important. Each of yours free will choice is what will save the Earth and bring it through into positive polarity. Your choice to choose light and love, even if that simply means forgiveness for yourself for moving into a somewhat negative pattern briefly—that’s also light and love. Hitting the head against the wall until you say, “No, this has to stop.” And forgiveness for yourself, compassion for yourself, mercy for all beings who are out there banging their heads against the wall.
This is such an important part of the bringing forth of light, the grounding of light. I pause. I am Aaron.
It looks like we have time for one more question.
Q: Thank you. At the beginning when Ariel spoke, if I heard correctly, he said there was a use for conscious expression of love when the Earth was being formed. I’m wondering what that use is or was, and how it expresses today. I believe he said there was a use for conscious expression of love when the Earth was formed. What was that use?
Aaron: I am Aaron. I hear your question, Q. What is the use today for conscious expression of love? I pass you that question, Q.
Q: Well, before there was an Earth, I don’t have any idea what kind of use that would be. Now that there IS an Earth, I can see the things you’ve been talking about. We’re all in various different forms of light and darkness, we’re learning, we’re trying to come to center and balance. But before the Earth—I guess, what was the problem? That there was a use—the word ‘use’ jumped out at me—for conscious expression of love. Does that make sense?
Aaron: Eons before earth, when there was simply non-duality, just light; before there was any idea of duality, there was no such distinction made between light and dark, spaciousness and contraction, love or absence of love.
As the universe grew into something that could hold polarities and positive and negative polarity formed, at the very beginning—the very beginning of polarity—then an essential ingredient—if you were to choose positive polarity—was simply to love, which is the ground of positive polarity. It really is a simple as that.
Do you choose a universe that is more grounded in hatred and fear and contraction, or one that is more grounded in love and in light? If the latter, then you are going to want to look at the places where you contract with service to self, with absence of love, and say, what is this about?
What blocks the free flowing of love that IS the essence of all that is? Because there is no place where love is not. There is only that which seems to be diminished in love because it is blocked.
This is why negative polarity has no ultimate existence; because you cannot go into any place where there is total absence of love and light, only relatively less and less of these. But the essence of love and of light remain.
And negative polarity, as far as it will go into service to self, into darkness, it hits a barrier because it comes to the point of light and of love, and it must work its way back, all the way back into that space of love and light.
Yeshua, do you wish to add to that? I am Aaron.
(Yeshua speaks)
Q: Thank you both.
Aaron: My loved ones, it is 8:59pm, I think we need to close, here. Barbara and Colette and Yeshua and myself and others will all gather on Christmas Eve for just an hour and share more with you. And I know we will come together and find a time to continue this discussion and your questions in another venue also.
I am Aaron, and I thank you for being with us tonight. I love you very much.
Please remember as you celebrate my beloved friend Yeshua’s birth that you are celebrating all of our birth into light. You are all awake. You all have free will choice to choose the light, to be the light.
If you end up falling into darkness for a while, remember to have compassion for yourself, step back away from the darkness, and again choose light.
In this way, the Earth and the whole universe shall emerge into light. I don’t say that as a question but as a deep knowing. However long it will take, this Earth is grounded in light and will be light. And you are part of what is making it happen, an essential part.
I thank you. I love you. I am Aaron. Yeshua, do you want to say any farewell words?
(Yeshua, briefly)
Aaron: I release the body to Barbara…
Barbara: Thank you, everyone. It’s been a joy to be with you. And Yeshua, thank you so much. Everything you said really just resonated with me and brings so much joy. Thank you to all the entities who participated.
Thank you, everybody, and if I don’t see you again, have a beautiful Christmas. Hopefully we’ll see some of you on Christmas Eve, just for an hour, just a chance to come together and hold that high love energy together in gratitude.
That’s all. Good night.